Infamous Pain

When demons the theme and all angels unseen

Silence is violent like a hurricane scene

Questionable stability of the hearts fragility

And your pseudo-ability of healing and killing me.

Change must be near

Now crush through my fear

Drown and shake this subsuicidal intake

Bathe me in pain

Kill the pride. Kill the shame.

Rearrange and kill me with pain

To be resurrected. To truly live again.

With arms wide open I surrender my soul

I offer my sins so I may discover my whole.

-Cooper Bills

Align

spiritmolecule:

Moving energy through me, so soothing.

Cleansing these lenses with heart-felt intentions.

This body, this capsule, reminder of life.

Alive and inside, the moment is mine.

Not to confine, but for that influential seduction

All in your mind, a significant abduction.

Eruption of feeling and past due emotion.

Lighten the load and ease up the tension

Free as an angel, ready for ascension.

Transcend through light from the darkest of nights

Expecting the sign, adapt to align

Love will expand and your heart will shine.

Transforming the Heavens, that stairway of Seven

A new Earth as well, destruction of hell.

Birthed as one body and one soul.

-Cooper Bills

(via spiritmolecule)

Empathy Forest Fire

I can feel you burning inside and the fire is spreading, I have no where to hide.

Seering pain throughout my veins with hands together, I’m praying for rain.

Those tense little tears locked away, guarded by fears from another day.

Starting to rebel, sparks collide creating fire, followed closely by a list of desires

I need to escape this wild fire. I need to escape you, my wild child

I cannot hide and I cannot find the reasons why we’re still alive.

I can see the water, I can go back home, but I don’t know if I can take that dive.

-Cooper Bills

Moonlight Drive (Coopers version updated)

spiritmolecule:

Let’s swim to the moon

Relearn from what we find.

Lost our sight within the night

But realized we’re not so blind.

Step inside and take my hand, it’s yours and it is mine.

Come on baby, take a dive into the liquid love we can’t confine.

Surrender to intriguing worlds of unstructured love inside.

Awakened love, the product of, the desire to feel alive.

Let’s swim to the moon and again learn how to fly.

Uniting life and death we found our moonlight drive.

Feeling down? Look around, the darkness can inspire

A world downtown where a love burns just like fire.

Living in an ocean and learning how to fly.

Insight hidden in dark night, that shiny moon so bright

Our wise old guide, foreshadowing the morning light

I’m on the road, breathing love like fire,

So grateful for that courageous dive

Rediscover beauty in our very own moonlight drive.

-Cooper Bills

for a friend…

nyfishergal:

Stars

by Robert Frost

How countlessly they congregate
O’er our tumultuous snow,
Which flows in shapes as tall as trees
When wintry winds do blow!—

As if with keenness for our fate,
Our faltering few steps on
To white rest, and a place of rest
Invisible at dawn,—

And yet with neither love nor hate,
Those stars like some snow-white
Minerva’s snow-white marble eyes
Without the gift of sight.

***** The first word is HOW *****

(via wolfdancer)

Moonlight Drive (Coopers version)

Let’s swim to the moon

Relearn from what we find.

Lost our sight within the night

But realized we’re not so blind.

Step inside and take my hand, it’s yours and it is mine.

Come on baby, take a dive into the liquid love we can’t confine.

Surrender to intriguing worlds of unstructured love inside.

Awakened love, the product of, the desire to feel alive.

Let’s swim to the moon and again learn how to fly.

Uniting life and death we found our moonlight drive.

Feeling down? Look around, the darkness can inspire

A world downtown where a love burns just like fire.

Living in an ocean and learning how to fly.

Insight hidden in dark night, that shiny moon so bright

Our wise old guide, foreshadowing the morning light

I’m on the road, breathing love like fire,

So grateful for that courageous dive

Rediscover beauty in our very own moonlight drive.

-Cooper Bills

Align

spiritmolecule:

Moving energy through me, so soothing.

Cleansing these lenses with heart-felt intentions.

This body, this capsule, reminder of life.

Alive and inside, the moment is mine.

Not to confine, but for that influential seduction

All in your mind, a significant abduction.

Eruption of feeling and past due emotion.

Lighten the load and ease up the tension

Free as an angel, ready for ascension.

Transcend through light from the darkest of nights

Expecting the sign, adapt to align

Love will expand and your heart will shine.

Transforming the Heavens, that stairway of Seven

A new Earth as well, destruction of hell.

Birthed as one body and one soul.

-Cooper Bills

My Own Demon

spiritmolecule:

Been running and hiding for far too long

From demons I’ve known all too well.

And now that I’ve seen this territory of hell

I stand tall and make rights out of all of my wrongs.

You’ve been chasing me round all my life

Beaten me down and locked me inside.

Triggers of pain aimed at the brain

But after so much and after so long

I’ve learned your techniques and now I’ll show you who’s strong.

My light alone will crush your bones

The structure that holds your tyrant throne.

Symbolic destruction of Egoic depression,

Of love and of grace, filling up with light and space

Step aside, we’ve come to rebuild this place

A revolution based on collective embrace.

-Cooper Bills

My Own Demon

Been running and hiding for far too long

From demons I’ve known all too well.

And now that I’ve seen this territory of hell

I stand tall and make rights out of all of my wrongs.

You’ve been chasing me round all my life

Beaten me down and locked me inside.

Triggers of pain aimed at the brain

But after so much and after so long

I’ve learned your techniques and now I’ll show you who’s strong.

My light alone will crush your bones

The structure that holds your tyrant throne.

Symbolic destruction of Egoic depression,

Of love and of grace, filling up with light and space

Step aside, we’ve come to rebuild this place

A revolution based on collective embrace.

-Cooper Bills

Galactic Stretch

A nearly broken mission, no longer spoken, only listen.

The ambition was tough, but after so long crumbles into silent love.

An elegant pattern beyond my mind,

just in the outskirts from which I am confined.

Our connection between this collective sentient being

It can never die, but it needs both ends to be alive.

If I don’t fight to create some fire

I might just lose you in grey matter

Forgotten and broken, still unspoken

More than just words that hold these emotions.

I know I’m not alone,

but I don’t know where to go when the silence gets so cold

How do I see when the darkness is so bold

The light inside is so bright, it’s blinding

And each new moment is so defining?

But it all comes back to that concept of letting go

Saying goodbye so they may free their soul.

Allowing the wind to sing their song

Let your wounds cry as they sing along,

or a Cold hard lump, holding on, cause you just don’t know.

Anxiety building like resin, it takes form and it grows.

A sickness inside, creation of mind, blind and obscured.

If space and time and heart and mind are not aligned

Then death will be the only cure.

But I’ll pray for another way.

-Cooper Bills

Head spurt (;

Is the feeling dead, or is it frozen blue?

Is it all just a dream about the lack of you?

Is it all just in my head?

It’s this shadow I need to pull through.

The heart knows best, and says to take another route.

I don’t know what I need except to figure out, to remove doubt.

Understand your touch, your sound, feel your love all around.

I just don’t know how, I don’t know what’s aloud.

So what happens now?

-Cooper Bills